Thursday, January 29, 2026

Devotionals from my Bible app: The Name of the Lord (Proverbs 18:10)





The name of the Lord is a strong tower; The righteous run to it and are safe.
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭18‬:‭10‬ ‭NKJV‬‬



The Name of the Lord


Have you ever thought about the meaning of your name? The meaning of a name is more important in some cultures than others. In Scripture, the meaning of a name can tell you a lot about a specific person or the character of that person.


Similarly, the name of the Lord is not just a common name. The Lord’s name is meant to carry the identity, character, and actions of God. That is why Scripture tells us to call upon the name of the Lord as a means of help and comfort.


God’s name tells us who He is. He is God, the Creator and Ruler of everything on the earth. He is the one who is above everything else in all the earth. That means He is more powerful and more wise than anyone else too.


God’s name also tells us about His character. We learn in Scripture that God is faithful, merciful, loving, and strong—His presence is a place of protection for those who follow Him.


The name of the Lord is a fortified tower; the righteous run to it and are safe.
Proverbs 18:10 NIV


God’s name also tells us about His actions. He rescues and saves His children. He fights for the weak and He provides for the needy.


All of these good traits are wrapped up in the name of the Lord. When we call upon His name, we are trusting and believing that God is who He says He is.


What other attributes of God’s character come to mind when you think about Him? Take a moment to thank Him for who He is and all that He has done for you.


https://bible.com/bible/114/pro.18.10.NKJV



Note after sharing the devotional: my church periodically will preach this verse, usually during the offertory portion of scripture. (Unlike traditional Protestant churches, which has offertory music, we have a scripture, followed by some brief reflections and remarks about said Scripture, followed by a prayer over the congregation.) I have often felt like this verse and Psalm 91 would go well together. As such, over the last year I felt the Lord lead me to write these lyrics (these have since been copyrighted, as well as the music that has also been written):


Chorus
The name of the Lord Jesus Christ is a strong tower
The name of the Lord Jesus Christ is a strong tower
I’m running to Him, I’m running to Him, He’s gonna keep me safe
I’m running to Him, I’m running to Him, He’s gonna keep me safe.

Verse 1
I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and fortress,
He is my God, in Him I will trust.
I will dwell in His secret place, I will abide under His shadow.

Chorus

Verse 2
A thousand may fall at my side,
Ten thousand may fall at my right hand;
Terror may come at night and arrows by day,
But I will not fear, no, I will not fear.

Chorus

Bridge
He shall give His angels charge over me
To keep me in all my ways; (all my ways)
In their hands they shall bear me up
And my foot will not dash any stone.

Chorus


PrayerGod, I’m grateful that You know everything I’m going through—the good and the bad. Today, I want to run to You first. You alone are my source of strength. You alone have everything I need. So here I am, asking for Your help. Please rescue me. And help me to be a refuge for others as well. In Jesus’s name, Amen.

Wednesday, January 28, 2026

Devotional from my Bible app: Acknowledge Jesus (1 John 4:15)

Whoever confesses that Jesus is the Son of God, God abides in him, and he in God. 1 John 4:15, NKJV


Acknowledge Jesus


The average person makes over 35,000 decisions a day. That’s an average of 1,500 decisions an hour (if you were awake for 24 hours). From opening your eyes and getting out of bed to choosing to read this sentence, your life is composed of thousands of seemingly small decisions that shape the course of your day.


Every decision we make matters, but the most important decision we will ever make is whether we choose to follow Jesus Christ. Believing in Jesus not only changes our life on earth but also determines our life for eternity. Those who believe and follow Jesus will join Him in heaven one day.


In a letter to the churches in ancient Rome, Paul says…

If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Romans 10:9 NIV


Choosing to believe and follow Jesus changes everything.


We are not only saved for eternity, but we also get to have a relationship with God today. We have this assurance because God lives in us, and we live in Him. God’s Word says that when we believe in Him, the Spirit of God lives within us, empowering us to live according to God’s will.


Wherever we go and whatever we do in life, God will always be with us. Since we have a relationship with Him, we can talk with Him anytime. His Spirit will grant us peace when we’re fearful and grace when we mess up.


The first step is to begin a relationship with Jesus. As we grow in our relationship with Him, we will have the opportunity to share the hope we have in Jesus with others. So be bold when you have those opportunities to acknowledge Jesus publicly. God lives in you and goes with you everywhere—you have nothing to fear. Thank Him for His presence and His grace today.

https://bible.com/bible/114/1jn.4.15.NKJV




Note after sharing the devotional: during the prayer time I received the following verse and prompt:


Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;
You anoint my head with oil;
My cup runs over.


So I closed my eyes. I saw a vision of a mall parking lot and the store building in the distance. It was about this time of year, mid-winter, cold, and nighttime. In the distance, in front of the store building I could see a throng of people. I couldn’t make out what was going on (or even if anything was going on). Eventually I saw Jesus and immediately knew to draw near to Him and go wherever He was taking me. I later found us in a neighborhood by a playground set, including swings. (It was still wintertime and nighttime.) A gentle breeze was blowing, causing the swings to sway back and forth. Throughout, I was asking God what it was that He wanted to show me. Only at the end of everything I just now described, did I finally get my answer. It’s the same as Psalm 23:4-5, and more specifically it was a visual of it. It addressed a longtime issue for me; between fear, anger, frustration, cynicism, and unbelief, I’ve had a very hard time understanding let alone believing that He was ever there when life got real bad, especially when I was little. I had an inkling during the swing-set scene that there may have been something to my daycare experiences from when I was aged 2 to 4. Although I didn’t exactly get further insight or clarification on that particular detail, I do believe that the underlying message was that even here He was there, even though in a sense things were so dark that I couldn’t see it, let alone remember anything from it.


More to come.


Prayer: Jesus, I believe that You are the Son of God. Thank You for allowing me to serve You, to have a close relationship with You, and for the promise that You’ll always be with me. I am constantly in awe of Your goodness and love. Each day, help me to live a life that honors You. Amen.

Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Sermons from Good News: How to receive strength to believe again




Church 1/18/2026

Offertory scripture:

“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6‬:‭33‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Sermon message:


From Martin Luther King Jr:
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness, only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”


And the only way is God’s light and His love can drive out darkness and hatred. The Word of God reveals these things.

“And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.”
‭‭John‬ ‭1‬:‭5‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.”
‭‭I John‬ ‭4‬:‭18‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Thesis: How to receive strength to believe again.

Thesis restated: How to receive the grace of God through Jesus Christ to believe again.

We cannot be righteous on our own; only through Jesus’s righteousness and strength can we know that we are forgiven of our mistakes.

Example of Peter walking on water and Jesus pulling him back up after he began sinking.

“And Peter answered Him and said, “Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water.” So He said, “Come.” And when Peter had come down out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. But when he saw that the wind was boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink he cried out, saying, “Lord, save me!” And immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?””
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭14‬:‭28‬-‭31‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


The thing is, Jesus didn’t condemn Peter for faltering in his faith; He simply helped him up. And He doesn’t condemn you, if you are indeed in Him. He helps you back up when you fall.

Jesus is the only faultless One. We need to turn to Him, receive Him, and abide in Him. When we keep our eyes on Him, we receive strength and His grace.

Jesus will not condemn you. There is no condemnation in Him.

“There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭8‬:‭1‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Focus passage: Jesus forgives the adulterous woman who the Pharisees had brought to him.

“But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. Now early in the morning He came again into the temple, and all the people came to Him; and He sat down and taught them. Then the scribes and Pharisees brought to Him a woman caught in adultery. And when they had set her in the midst, they said to Him, “Teacher, this woman was caught in adultery, in the very act. Now Moses, in the law, commanded us that such should be stoned. But what do You say?” This they said, testing Him, that they might have something of which to accuse Him. But Jesus stooped down and wrote on the ground with His finger, as though He did not hear.”
‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭1‬-‭6‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Remember when Moses brought the tablet down that was written by the finger of God? Jesus who is God may also have writing down the ten commandments (it’s a possibility but we don’t know for sure). If so, He would’ve been writing down the sins of all the Pharisees in addition to the woman.

“So when they continued asking Him, He raised Himself up and said to them, “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.” When Jesus had raised Himself up and saw no one but the woman, He said to her, “Woman, where are those accusers of yours? Has no one condemned you?” She said, “No one, Lord.” And Jesus said to her, “Neither do I condemn you; go and sin no more.””
‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭7‬, ‭10‬-‭11‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


It wasn’t that Jesus was excusing sin. But he was excusing her. One of the reasons is that the Pharisees only brought out the woman and not them both.

Additionally, it seems very much that the woman knew she was done for, especially since she had been caught in the very act of her sin. There was a reckoning that she knew deep in her heart that was here. She was at the point of knowing that if on the off chance that she would be spared, complete repentance was the only option.

Consider what Jesus said: there was sin but there will be no condemnation. When she knew she was forgiven she had strength to go on and live with a changed heart and a changed life. Every time she was tempted, she knew he could look into Jesus’s face and draw strength from it.

Let’s talk about another woman in the Old Testament.

Rahab was a prostitute and had been caught multiple times. But she was faithful in protecting the Israelite spies from her own people and her own king. She knew they were from the Most High God and that they had victory on their side, because He was on their side. She offered to protect them and asked them to protect her and her family. She may have been a prostitute but she feared God and trusted in His mercy that if she were to be faithful to Him and change her life, He would protect her. So when Jericho burned to the ground, she and her family was spared. Then she married an Israelite and eventually was grafted into God’s holy line of kingship from Abraham to David.

Ultimately Rahab was grafted into the line that Jesus Christ in the flesh arose from.

“By faith the harlot Rahab did not perish with those who did not believe, when she had received the spies with peace.”
‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭11‬:‭31‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Not on our own strength but on His strength. The love and light of Jesus Himself gives strength.

How can we receive strength to believe again? Do the following:

Point 1: Come to Jesus. Don’t run from Him; come to Him.

Point 2: Listen to Jesus. He told her he didn’t condemn her. Don’t listen to people who condemn you. Listen to Jesus.

Point 3: Receive from Jesus. Receive power to believe again, to dream again.



Note after sharing the sermon: I felt that this sermon was very timely, especially given the other messages that God has given me in this time. There’s a huge focus on forgiveness in my life right now, both regarding sins that I’ve committed against others, as well as sins that others have committed against me. I’m doing my best to let Jesus steer the boat, because some of the things that He has been leading me to release to Him have included things that I hadn’t considered too deeply. I have my list of individuals that I know that I need to (and want to) forgive. But there have also been other things that have come up that I hadn’t planned on. It’s been beautiful releasing these things to the cross of Jesus. It’s the only way.

I recently had an experience where I was in the process of releasing a specific pointed memory. As I did so, it felt as if a spiritual sword had come out of my abdomen. It was wonderful. But the challenge that I had to learn on the fly regarding this one memory, contrasted with others, is that I was not allowed to go back and revisit it. That was hard, because as a storyteller and story-lover, I like to go back over stories and go through the plot again. What began happening that forced me to change my mind on this one was that, as I began to review and revisit the power of the words I used to describe not only the moment but my judgments of it, it felt as if I was about to push that same sword back into my abdomen. I knew right then and there that reviewing this particular story and analysis was not to be. Times like this, it’s not because God is being cruel (it’s contrary to His nature anyway!); it’s for my protection and health. Forgiveness is detox. Sometimes that means never ever revisiting the moment ever again.

Ironically, the individual with whom I experienced the painful memory with (and at the hands of), the memory which I must never revisit, is going through a major stressful time of their own. The sermon sermon shared above in this post was for them. They’re going through a very tough and stressful time, and they need encouragement. We actually were sitting next to each other for the sermon. Our pastor has a habit during his sermons of having his congregation repeat things to one another out loud, always encouraging statements. So, during this particular message, this individual from whom I suffered a spiritual sword to the abdomen (and only recently had it pulled out, praise God!) and I were repeating to one another encouraging prompts that our pastor had instructed us to take. I had no problem with it. I actually feel some sadness for this person regarding the thing they’re going through. I just have been able to find my boundaries and stick to them with this person. This is a key mechanism that God has given me to actually forgive from the heart, while also keeping me safe from further harm. Praise God!

“Then his master, after he had called him, said to him, ‘You wicked servant! I forgave you all that debt because you begged me. Should you not also have had compassion on your fellow servant, just as I had pity on you?’ And his master was angry, and delivered him to the torturers until he should pay all that was due to him. “So My heavenly Father also will do to you if each of you, from his heart, does not forgive his brother his trespasses.””
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭18‬:‭32‬-‭35‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


I myself may potentially be entering into a season of uncertainty, myself. At this point, whatever I need to do to be sure that I stay in Jesus during this time especially (but for all time as well), it is and needs to be worth it.

“Abide in Me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me. “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.”
‭‭John‬ ‭15‬:‭4‬-‭5‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

 


Monday, January 19, 2026

Devotionals from my Bible app: The Importance of Unity (1 Corinthians 1:10)





“Now I plead with you, brethren, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that you all speak the same thing, and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be perfectly joined together in the same mind and in the same judgment.”
‭‭I Corinthians‬ ‭1‬:‭10‬ ‭NKJV‬‬



The Importance of Unity


What does unity mean to you? In a chaotic and divided world, sometimes the word “unity” can sound like something irrelevant, something that just can’t work in the broken world we live in. Division is nothing new. In fact, it was a challenge very early in church history and something the apostle Paul addressed head-on.


In 1 Corinthians 1, we see that Paul had received reports that believers in Corinth were segmenting themselves based on who shared the gospel with them. They said things like, “I am of Paul,” or “I am of Apollos,” or, “I am of Christ.” Rather than being united as one body of Christ, they were dividing themselves into smaller groups and factions.


Paul was very moved by this. In 1 Corinthians 1:13 he asks them these simple questions: “Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Were you baptized in the name of Paul?” Paul didn’t want the believers of Corinth to get lost in comparisons and separations. He wanted them united under Christ: one King, one Gospel.


Paul brought them back to the only thing that matters: salvation is from Christ alone. Without Christ, there is no unity. But under Christ, we can be united in a way that the world has never seen or understood.


In a world of fighting and division, the body of Christ gets to show the power of the Gospel. We are united, focused on Christ and only Christ.




Note after sharing the devotional: It’s impossible to be in unity regarding everything that exists in this world, but it is important to be in unity regarding the things that actually matter: that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, that He died on a cross for our sins, that He rose again and conquered death for our sakes in the process, and that, as long as we are truly repentant of sin and earnestly seeking Him and His righteousness in all our ways as possible, those things we should always try to be in unity about.

But as the current wave of the conservative movement has stated, we cannot be necessarily in unity with absolutely everyone willynilly. For example, in terms of national unity, across states and across party lines, unity cannot occur with certain individuals that want to kill fellow citizens.




Then what about professed believers and/or family members who are toxic and abusive? Should one be in unity with them? Can one be in unity with such?

To answer that, below is one of my now-favorite passages in all of Scripture:


“Do not be deceived: “Evil company corrupts good habits.””
‭‭I Corinthians‬ ‭15‬:‭33‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


OK, well that typically has meant to refer to non-believers or perhaps very immature believers. But what about brothers and/or sisters in the faith where there is abuse? What does the Bible have to say about them?


““Moreover if your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault between you and him alone. If he hears you, you have gained your brother. But if he will not hear, take with you one or two more, that ‘by the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established.’ And if he refuses to hear them, tell it to the church. But if he refuses even to hear the church, let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭18‬:‭15‬-‭17‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


I’ve done a deep dive on the above passage in a previous post, but for today’s topic on unity, I’ll say that it doesn’t say that you absolutely must stay in unity with your abuser. In fact, if they don’t listen, repent, and make efforts to repair the relationship, you have permission from the Son of God Himself, and I would argue an obligation to yourself, to move on from that person, to “let him be to you like a heathen and a tax collector.” Although there is an obligation to at least try to sort it out, no such obligation exists to continue enduring abuse in the hopes that the other person will change… unless you really want to, of course.

My stab at understanding the spirit of unity is that the Church (i.e. the bride of Christ or the body of Christ), already having truly received Jesus as their King and Savior and surrendered their lives to Him, would also have been transformed by Him and are well on their way to being conformed to His image… such persons should be in unity with one another because they have commonly experienced His grace, presence, and power in their lives. That common experience with Christ must trump all other potential differences that they may share. But, as I continue reading through different parts of Scripture, I see conditional verses that provide important context:


“But you are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you. Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His.”
‭‭Romans‬ ‭8‬:‭9‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


  • if indeed the Spirit of God dwells in you” (from Romans 8:9 above)
  • If [your brother who sinned] hears you” (from Matthew 18:15 shared earlier)

What strikes me is that both Jesus and Paul recognize that not everyone will actually be saved. Yes, we still have an obligation to warn them of their sin and how it’s affecting their eternal status:


“but others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire, hating even the garment defiled by the flesh.”
‭‭Jude‬ ‭1‬:‭23‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Story time. A ministry at my previous church for which I was on the leadership team had several recurring themes that served as part of its foundation: for the group on the whole, peacemaking (it’s where I was baptized by fire regarding Jesus’s instructions for addressing the sins of fellow believers, as outlined in Matthew 18:15-17); and for the leadership team specifically, unity. On paper, these principles were great, as well as often in practice. But as a very inexperienced leader (aside from a praise/worship ministry for which I also was a co-leader), and as a white male in a woke, feminist, liberal environment, I was at a greater disadvantage. Being in unity means sacrificing oneself for the greater good, in this case, the health of the leadership team which would then translate into the health of the ministry on the whole. However, looking back, because I was still very inexperienced in life, let alone leadership, I think I gave away sway that was more than necessary. It wasn’t that my co-leader didn’t allow me to have a voice (at least, not by word). But far too often when I did speak up, I was shut down, often when my co-leader was triggered emotionally, and I hadn’t yet learned in life (let alone in this ministry specifically) how to stand up to that. 

So I stepped down. I tried hard to be in unity with someone who by their words said that I had a right to an opinion but by their reactions I didn’t, and ultimately that wore me down over time. I can’t be in unity like that. In my marriage, both my wife and I throw our weights around. She gets to speak and be heard, and so do I. When we do this, we both find ways to come to agreement. That’s unity. When I left the ministry for the second and final time (I had taken a sabbatical for a year the first time I stepped down, and that was because I was in such a bad place that I knew I couldn’t be the leader I knew I needed to be), my co-leader tried to persuade me to stay by telling me that oftentimes it’s the enemy telling us to step down to discourage the ministry from taking off, and that this was “absolutely” the case here as well. As it turned out, God was telling me it was finally time to leave this church and move on to another one. Plus COVID was on the way. Then the riotous anger espoused by that church after a druggie in Minneapolis died from a drug overdose while he was being arrested. No, it wasn’t the enemy telling me to step down; it was God telling me it was time to move on entirely.

Now, at my current church, the call for unity still stands. Not because my pastor has preached it in a Sunday morning sermon (in the 5 1/2 years that I’ve been attending, I don’t believe that I’ve ever heard him preach on that topic even once), but because the Bible says so.


“fulfill my joy by being like-minded, having the same love, being of one accord, of one mind.”
‭‭Philippians‬ ‭2‬:‭2‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


What my pastor has said in sermons to model for us and encourage us to adopt as part Christian living and Christian unity, has been along the lines of: “we may disagree on such and such a topic, but I still love and respect you.” The more I hear it, the more I love that. (I think I didn’t quite understand it at first, but over time, I’ve been able to and to appreciate it as much.) I think, more than anything, that this is the true picture of unity. It allows for a diversity of opinions, and the freedom to hold and express them as afforded by our first amendment, while in other sermons our pastor may preach that we maintain unity and like-mindedness regarding the things that truly count, like what I mentioned earlier in this note.

But sometimes it’s OK (and not only OK, but commanded) to back off if a person refuses to be corrected (and especially if they throw it back in your face). Treat them like a heathen and a tax collector. Forgive them and don’t hate them, but you are free to put some distance between yourself and them so they don’t cause you to sin.

Meanwhile, allow God to highlight who in your life He wants you to fellowship with and push for unity. Facts and arguments don’t change the hearts of those who are in their sins, but examples do. Find people with whom you can be in unity and who will help the light of Christ in you shine. That will be your testimony and your example to the world.

Prayer: God, You know how much division there is in this world. I pray Your Church will be an example of the unity only Your love can bring. Help me to foster unity in every environment I step into, seeking to understand and keeping my focus on Christ. In Jesus’s name, Amen.

Sunday, January 18, 2026

The goings on in Minneapolis


 My heart is heavy as I take in the news of the goings on in Minneapolis.

As an American conservative, seeing the defiance of Minneapolis's mayor, Jacob Frey, openly defy ICE while they are doing the job I and countless Americans voted for, breaks my heart because once upon a time I wanted to call this city home.

I went to college in a small town about 40 miles south of the Twin Cities. I wanted to get out of state (because I just did), and at this time in my life I was used to the idea of moving across states every few years. There were (and still are) things about Chicago I didn't really like, and living in the city itself at the time those issues were front-and-center.

Minnesota was different. It wasn't entirely unfamiliar to me, as I had relatives in the upper part of the state that I used to see more regularly during the first half of my childhood. I didn't exactly fall in love with my college town (as a city boy, the country life didn't suit me). But anytime I visited the Twin Cities (especially St. Paul, but Minneapolis too) I felt, this is the place. Honestly, St. Paul was my vote for a place to retire and spend my golden years. (I think my idea as an early-twenty-something was to live in warm places for most of my adulthood, but then retire to St. Paul when I wouldn't care so much about wanting to go out (and thusly, the winter cold wouldn't matter as much).)

It was a major reason why I was quite heartbroken in late 2009 at the thought of having to leave Minnesota. Yes, I felt like an adult in Minnesota in ways I never could in Chicago (although that too did change after I moved back), but the idea of falling in love with a place only to have it ripped from me was devastating for quite a while. I remember in 2010, my thought process was to stay in Chicago "for the winter" and then try to apply for work in the Twin Cities come springtime of that year. Yeah, that never happened. Vineyard happened. New friendships and new communities happened, (and new women interests, too) and by April of that year the plan to return immediately to Minnesota was dead.

Around 2018, I did feel the tug to try to move out of Chicago once again. At that point, the prior 8 years was the longest I had ever stayed in one place at one time. To wit, below is a brief timeline of the general areas where I lived throughout my life:

  • Birth to three months: Chicago area; duration three months
  • Three months to two years and three months: Houston, TX area; duration two years
  • Two years and three months to eleven years (plus several months): Chicago area; duration roughly nine years (give or take a few months)
  • Age eleven to age fifteen: New York City; duration four years, not counting summers and other breaks when I returned to Chicago to visit family
  • Age fifteen to age nineteen: Chicago area; duration four years
  • Age nineteen through the end of 2009: Minnesota, specifically my college town; duration five years plus several months, again not counting some summers and breaks where I returned to Chicago to visit family
  • End of 2009 to the present: Chicago area, even with moving from city to suburb to different suburb to yet a different suburb; duration sixteen-plus years and counting

The point is, by 2018, even though I understood it was unrealistic the thought of me picking a random different city to move to (I wasn't even thinking about Minneapolis or Minnesota at this point!), that urge to move was still inside of me. Even though I had long crossed the "every four or five years" pattern, I still was keenly aware of running up against my then-record of nine years of staying in one place.

Then I met my ex, who lived in suburban New York City. Among other issues that came up between us, I realized that I did not want to move there (said realization took about a year after we had begun dating), and I told her so once that became clear to me. In a weird way, that relationship and that experience helped to reset my internal body clock (I don't really know how else to describe it) regarding my expectation of "it's time to pack up and move."

Interestingly, also in 2018 (and before I met my ex) I made my last trip to Minneapolis to visit some Chicago-area friends who had moved up there years ago. I didn't go to my college town or any other Minnesotan town. I remember during the two-and-a-half days I was there, I wrestled with what had become only a faint longing and a question about whether Minneapolis could still someday become home. After not too much reflection, I reasoned it unrealistic, owing to the fact that, by this point, I had established a life in the Chicago area, to the point that the cost (financial, mental, emotional) would be too much. I then brushed the thought away. Aside from returning in October 2019 for a friend's wedding in Stillwater on the eastern border of the state (i.e. the side nearest to Chicago), I've not set foot in Minnesota since.

The riots in Minneapolis and the uncovering of the truth about the Somalian immigrants, almost all of whom are illegal, that have at this point galvanized the city (and the state, politically), I believe God pointed out to me that, among other reasons, He saw this coming and decided it best that He get me out of there. Although there is a very small sting that likely will never go away this side of heaven, the dominant feeling I felt was, yeah, it was good that You did that, as hard as it was at the time.

It's interesting, though, because in many ways both the city of Chicago and the state of Illinois are more corrupt, and have been for far longer than Minneapolis / Minnesota have been. And yet, I believe there's something that God knows about the spirituality of both cities and states that I don't, that led Him to conclude that this was a better long-term spot for me. Additionally, toward the end of my time in Minnesota, my community was pretty much dwindled to my housemate, my landlords, my three or four closest college friends, and not much else. I was in a local choir for four months, but in terms of a steady, stable community that could help pull me up and support me while I get my adult legs under me, that was not going to be found among that group. Ergo the Vineyard, plus my folks, plus other friends-of-friends that ultimately became friends.

I support President Donald Trump invoking the Insurrection Act, because why should people like Jacob Frey and Tim Walz (who I didn't vote for) -- let alone people like JB Pritzker in my own state (who I also absolutely never voted for, not even before 2020 when he was first running for governor) -- why should they control my life and dictate what freedoms I can and cannot have? As far as I'm concerned, this is an open-and-shut case, and I'm looking forward to having order restored, both in Chicago and Minneapolis, as well as everywhere else. 

But until that day comes, my heart remains broken because I remember what that city once was and what I think it could have been.

Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep. Romans 12:15, NKJV

Saturday, January 17, 2026

For reflection: John 10:10 in the context of Pharisees trying to steal sheep (John 9-10)




This next section of Scripture stood out to me for a number of reasons. A particularly well-known verse across churches can be found in John 10:10:

“The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.”
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭10‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


As someone who is against taking Bible verses out of context, this is one of those occasions where it’s essentially impossible to do so. That said, my curiosity was piqued when reading through John 9, and everything that occurred, leading Jesus to then debrief with His disciples in the next chapter. Although the context in which Jesus stated the above-mentioned famous statement, the immediate context was in referring to Himself as the Good Shepherd. But even more interesting to me this go around where the events that preceded this, as described in chapter 9:

“Now as Jesus passed by, He saw a man who was blind from birth. And His disciples asked Him, saying, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus answered, “Neither this man nor his parents sinned, but that the works of God should be revealed in him. I must work the works of Him who sent Me while it is day; the night is coming when no one can work. As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” When He had said these things, He spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva; and He anointed the eyes of the blind man with the clay. And He said to him, “Go, wash in the pool of Siloam” (which is translated, Sent). So he went and washed, and came back seeing.”
‭‭John‬ ‭9‬:‭1‬-‭7‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


After the man had received his sight, he went back to his neighborhood where folks noticed that he was no longer blind, but seeing. They grilled him on what happened and Who caused him to be able to see again, and when he couldn’t produce a satisfactory answer, they took him to the Pharisees. Now, I don’t really know why the neighbors escalated this to the Pharisees, except the possibility that this might have been customary, as evidenced by Jesus’s statement when He had healed somebody else sometime prior:

“And Jesus said to him, “See that you tell no one; but go your way, show yourself to the priest, and offer the gift that Moses commanded, as a testimony to them.””
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭8‬:‭4‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Nonetheless, the Pharisees assumed that by interrogating this man who’d had his sight restored, they might be able to not only worm out the Person responsible for breaking the Sabbath, but also to deal with Him as they saw fit.

“They brought him who formerly was blind to the Pharisees. Now it was a Sabbath when Jesus made the clay and opened his eyes. Then the Pharisees also asked him again how he had received his sight. He said to them, “He put clay on my eyes, and I washed, and I see.” Therefore some of the Pharisees said, “This Man is not from God, because He does not keep the Sabbath.” Others said, “How can a man who is a sinner do such signs?” And there was a division among them. They said to the blind man again, “What do you say about Him because He opened your eyes?” He said, “He is a prophet.” But the Jews did not believe concerning him, that he had been blind and received his sight, until they called the parents of him who had received his sight.”
‭‭John‬ ‭9‬:‭13‬-‭18‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


The man’s parents, when grilled by the Pharisees, pass on responding to their question, instead deflecting it back to their son, who was an adult.

“So they again called the man who was blind, and said to him, “Give God the glory! We know that this Man is a sinner.” He answered and said, “Whether He is a sinner or not I do not know. One thing I know: that though I was blind, now I see.” Then they said to him again, “What did He do to you? How did He open your eyes?” He answered them, “I told you already, and you did not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you also want to become His disciples?” Then they reviled him and said, “You are His disciple, but we are Moses’ disciples. We know that God spoke to Moses; as for this fellow, we do not know where He is from.” The man answered and said to them, “Why, this is a marvelous thing, that you do not know where He is from; yet He has opened my eyes! Now we know that God does not hear sinners; but if anyone is a worshiper of God and does His will, He hears him. Since the world began it has been unheard of that anyone opened the eyes of one who was born blind. If this Man were not from God, He could do nothing.” They answered and said to him, “You were completely born in sins, and are you teaching us?” And they cast him out.”
‭‭John‬ ‭9‬:‭24‬-‭34‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


The guy wasn’t even professing Jesus as Lord! All he was doing was challenging the loopholes and assumptions that the Pharisees were making, by telling them the truth: Jesus healed him.

Later Jesus sought him out:

“Jesus heard that they had cast him out; and when He had found him, He said to him, “Do you believe in the Son of God?” He answered and said, “Who is He, Lord, that I may believe in Him?” And Jesus said to him, “You have both seen Him and it is He who is talking with you.” Then he said, “Lord, I believe!” And he worshiped Him.”
‭‭John‬ ‭9‬:‭35‬-‭38‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


The now-seeing man who was healed didn’t know at first that it was the Son of God who had healed him. And yet his heart had already been opened, which Jesus would’ve been able to see. During this time, I thought it was intriguing the progression of the man’s perspective on Jesus. As described by Tara-Leigh Cobble on her recap of this passage:

It’s interesting that the more this man has to tell the story about Jesus and what He did, the more his faith seems to increase. His descriptions of Jesus go from: “the Man called Jesus,” to “He’s a prophet,” to “He is from God,” to “He is God in the flesh” over the course of the story.


The chapter closes out thusly:

“And Jesus said, “For judgment I have come into this world, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may be made blind.” Then some of the Pharisees who were with Him heard these words, and said to Him, “Are we blind also?” Jesus said to them, “If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you say, ‘We see.’ Therefore your sin remains.”
‭‭John‬ ‭9‬:‭39‬-‭41‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


We get to chapter 10, and it is with the backdrop of what transpired between the man whose sight was restored versus the Pharisees, that Jesus illustrated about being the Good Shepherd.

““Most assuredly, I say to you, he who does not enter the sheepfold by the door, but climbs up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber. But he who enters by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. To him the doorkeeper opens, and the sheep hear his voice; and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. And when he brings out his own sheep, he goes before them; and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. Yet they will by no means follow a stranger, but will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of strangers.””
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭1‬-‭5‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Considering that by this point, Jesus had had a number of run-ins with the Pharisees, plus of course being able to read hearts (because He’s God), this was the perfect backdrop to illustrate His latest parable regarding why the Pharisees were truly evil. The formerly-blind man was one of the sheep. The Pharisees wanted to “gate-keep” deeds of goodness and mercy (and healing) to ensure that such things did not “transgress” the cultural laws that they had been enforcing. To them, the rules of the Sabbath superseded doing good, which Jesus rightly called out. But He wanted to make sure that His disciples understood this as well. By this point, He knew that His death (and resurrection) was coming quite soon, and so it was important that they would be ready to carry on the Gospel message once that happened. Once again, just like with the Parable of the Sower, He sensed that they weren’t quite grasping what He was telling them, so He explained it again, this time more plainly.

“Jesus used this illustration, but they did not understand the things which He spoke to them. Then Jesus said to them again, “Most assuredly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. All who ever came before Me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not hear them. I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. “I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep. But a hireling, he who is not the shepherd, one who does not own the sheep, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees; and the wolf catches the sheep and scatters them. The hireling flees because he is a hireling and does not care about the sheep. I am the good shepherd; and I know My sheep, and am known by My own. As the Father knows Me, even so I know the Father; and I lay down My life for the sheep. And other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring, and they will hear My voice; and there will be one flock and one shepherd. “Therefore My Father loves Me, because I lay down My life that I may take it again. No one takes it from Me, but I lay it down of Myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This command I have received from My Father.””
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭6‬-‭18‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


It is here that the well known verse is said:

“The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.”
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭10‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


It is a universal truth: the devil comes to steal, kill, and destroy. Jesus comes so that we by believing upon Him we will have eternal life, and have abundant life. In its original context, and to repeat an earlier point, Jesus explains that it is indeed the Pharisees are the ones trying to step over the fence so as to bypass the shepherd and steal the sheep. And in a different chapter, Jesus called the Pharisees children of the devil:

“You are of your father the devil, and the desires of your father you want to do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie, he speaks from his own resources, for he is a liar and the father of it. But because I tell the truth, you do not believe Me.”
‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭44‬-‭45‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


Earlier the folks He was talking to had stated this:

“They answered and said to Him, “Abraham is our father.” Jesus said to them, “If you were Abraham’s children, you would do the works of Abraham. But now you seek to kill Me, a Man who has told you the truth which I heard from God. Abraham did not do this. You do the deeds of your father.” Then they said to Him, “We were not born of fornication; we have one Father—God.””
‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭39‬-‭41‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


(Transparently I really do not like how the verses were divided here. Although I know all Scripture is beneficial for instruction, sometimes I find that there are parts of verses that include phrases or sections that are a bit extraneous for the topic at hand. The focal point that I wanted to highlight is simply this: “If you were Abraham’s children, you would do the works of Abraham. But now you seek to kill Me, a Man who has told you the truth which I heard from God. Abraham did not do this. You do the deeds of your father.”)

The Pharisees were saying that Abraham was their father, which Jesus immediately challenged, because there’s no way they could legitimately be children of Abraham and deny Jesus at the same time. Additionally, the only one that any person could be the child of while denying Jesus is the devil, Satan himself.

Interestingly, I recently came across a YouTube video of an LGBTQ man challenging a Bible-believing man preaching the gospel on the streets. The LGBTQ man alleged: “nobody wants you here! Go away!” The Bible-believing man immediately refuted that and asked a few other nearby people if they wanted him here or not, and they cheered. The Bible-believing man went on to preach the Gospel to the LGBTQ man, letting him know that Jesus loves him and died for him and was willing to forgive his sins. The LGTBQ man flatly refused, saying that he would be willing to pay the price for his own sins. The video was titled something along the lines of: “LGBTQ man’s plan backfires”, which on the one hand I chuckle because his accusations fell flat:

“Like a flitting sparrow, like a flying swallow, So a curse without cause shall not alight.”
‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭26‬:‭2‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


…but at the same time, the record shows that the LGBTQ man doubled down on rejecting Jesus, even when he realized he was factually wrong.

This, as far as I’m concerned, is Exhibit A as to why “Lecture Culture” ultimately doesn’t work. You can win an argument, but it doesn’t guarantee that you’ve won their heart. No matter how nice or how mean you are with expressing your factually correct point, it guarantees nothing. There’s a sense that, although salvation is indeed available for all, the surety of salvation seems to be reserved for only few. And I’m not only talking about this:

““Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭7‬:‭13‬-‭14‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


I’m also talking about this:

“And Jesus said, “For judgment I have come into this world, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may be made blind.””
‭‭John‬ ‭9‬:‭39‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


And I’m taking about this:

“He has shown strength with His arm; He has scattered the proud in the imagination of their hearts. He has put down the mighty from their thrones, And exalted the lowly. He has filled the hungry with good things, And the rich He has sent away empty.”
‭‭Luke‬ ‭1‬:‭51‬-‭53‬ ‭NKJV‬‬


To be clear, it’s not that Jesus plays favorites (He doesn’t). But it is that He reads, knows, and judges hearts. He is able to know that the formerly-blind man who had known nothing about Him, would be truly receptive to Him. And He is able to know that the majority of the Pharisees’ hearts were so hard (except for Nicodemus; his eyes were blind but his heart was open) that no argument or proof was going to change anything for them. He knew that they were going to take Him to ultimately be crucified, long before He ever came to earth as God made flesh. But He is also fiercely protective of His sheep:

“My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand. My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of My Father’s hand.”
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭27‬-‭29‬ ‭NKJV‬‬
https://bible.com/bible/114/jhn.10.28-29.NKJV


““I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep.”
‭‭John‬ ‭10‬:‭11‬ ‭NKJV‬‬
https://bible.com/bible/114/jhn.10.11.NKJV


Praise God for that! Amen!

Friday, January 16, 2026

Devotionals from my Bible app: Never Forget (Psalm 103:2)

Bless the Lord, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:
Psalm 103:2, NKJV




Never Forget


Humans are forgetful…


We forget what God has said.
We forget what God has done.
We forget what He’s called us to do.
We forget who He’s called us to be.


The word “forget” can mean two things: to not remember (sometimes by accident) or to ignore (sometimes on purpose). To “forget” is to fail to hold something in our minds.


When faced with hard things, we might beg for miracles or plead for provision, but when we get the thing we asked for, we can still tend to forget what God has already done for us. We’re not alone in this—the Bible is full of stories about people forgetting God … But that doesn’t have to be us. That doesn’t have to be you.


We’ve stepped into an ongoing story that’s been playing out since the beginning of time. With zero help from us, God has hand-crafted this breathtaking world and chosen the unique times and spaces in which we show up. And even though the world seems to get crazier and scarier by the minute, God is always at work in the mess.


We need to remember God’s faithfulness in our collective history. We need to remember God’s goodness in our personal lives.


We can fight against forgetfulness today—right now—by remembering that it was God who created this world and filled it with good things—including us! It was God who offered us mercy when we didn’t deserve it. It was God who gave us real purpose: to love Him and love others; to know Him and make Him known.


And when we pause to remember God’s gifts, God’s provision, and God’s faithfulness, it triggers a powerful response: worship.


“Let all that I am praise the Lord …”


Both God the Father and Jesus explain how to love Him with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength (Deuteronomy 6:5; Matthew 22:37; Luke 10:27). Your thoughts and feelings, your passions and desires, your talents and personality, both the physical and spiritual … if it’s a part of you, it was meant to praise God!


So how have you seen God show up in a way that you never want to forget? Thank Him for what He’s done, and worship Him for who He is.




https://bible.com/bible/114/psa.103.2.NKJV



Note after sharing the devotional: in my short list of Bible passages to memorize / pray / recite, the below is one of my go-tos:

Bless the Lord, O my soul;
And all that is within me, bless His holy name!
Bless the Lord, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:
Who forgives all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases,
Who redeems your life from destruction,
Who crowns you with lovingkindness and tender mercies,
Who satisfies your mouth with good things,
So that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.


It is so easy to forget God - I have been guilty of that countless times. It’s a big reason why I spent so many years complaining about things. Reciting God’s Word, doing it often, and meaning it when I do - it has cut down the complaining I’ve been doing in more recent months.


In 2019, once I knew (and started experiencing) God’s forgiveness, I swore I would never again forget, having now understand that this simple task was the difference between life and death, between abundance and poverty. I even put up this verse on a piece of paper and taped it to my desk hutch (so I would see it every time I was at my computer)

And if it seems evil to you to serve the Lord, choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.” Joshua 24:15, NKJV


But I did not anticipate that, despite knowing how simple it now was, I would still forget yet again. But I did. Awareness is a good and great thing, but unless I put action to my awareness, it is useless. As such, here are a few other guidelines I’ve needed to include and learn how to apply to the other core Biblical principles that God has put on my heart:
  • “practice what you preach”
  • “feet to your faith”
  • “to the cognition of the brain must be added the experience of the soul” (from this post)

In addition to my search for what the Bible says about maturity, I have also embarked on a search to restructure what I learned in therapy so that it doesn’t fail this time like it had over the last five years.

[After enduring what I endured in my previous living situation, I felt like I lost much of what I had learned in therapy, some of which was simply the destructive nature of the living arrangements (specifically, the people), and some of which was the fact that, after my counseling center changed hands halfway during my time there, several of the changes they made unfortunately meant losing the spirit of what had made this counseling center's former era so great. A lot of the models were the same - although some had changed (and in some cases, radically changed) - but something shifted spiritually that I bet almost no one noticed, myself included, until I had had that return to faith in 2019/2020.]

Thing is, as fallible people, we will forget when we rely on our own strength. But God is faithful to remind all who stay close to Him. God wants us to remember who He is, and also for us to remember Whose we are. And when we spend time in His Word and mark certain things that He highlights for us to notice and apply, then we will be amazed and full of joy when we do see Him come through. He wants us to know that He makes and keeps His promises, as part of this love-relationship that He wants with each of us.


Prayer: God, thank You for showing me Your mercy and faithfulness. You are my healer, restorer, rescuer, conqueror, and provider. You give me Your strength, joy, peace, and love. No one compares to You. You are my God, and You are worthy of all my praise! In Jesus's name, Amen.

Thursday, January 15, 2026

Devotionals from my Bible app: The Great Connection (John 15:4)




The Great Connection


If you’ve ever been to a vineyard, you know they are not only beautiful, but also fascinating. Imagine rows and rows of grape-bearing vines, rooted on rolling hills—its produce harvested and distributed as table grapes, grape juice, wine, raisins, jellies, jams, and more.


Jesus often used real-life examples to explain spiritual truths and, in John 15, vineyards were at the center of His analogy…


“Remain in me, and I will remain in you. For a branch cannot produce fruit if it is severed from the vine, and you cannot be fruitful unless you remain in me.”
John 15:4 NLT


In the surrounding passages, Jesus makes it clear that He, the Son, is the vine; His Father, God, is the gardener; and we, His people, are the branches—thriving or dying depending on our connection to the source.


You could also think about it this way:


Your phone won’t continue to function if it’s not charged. But when it’s plugged into a charger, which is connected to the much more powerful source of electricity, your device can continue to function as its creator intended.


In contrast, a vine (or phone) that’s cut off from its source cannot continue to make fruit (or send texts). It cannot sustain life because it’s severed from that which gives life. And the same is true for us.


If we want to live lives that point to, glorify, and magnify God—we must stay connected to Him.


How do we stay connected?


Jesus says that we remain in His love when we obey His commandments, just as He obeys His Father’s commandments and remains in His Father’s love (see John 15:9-10).


It’s not about a legalistic submission, but trusting the One who loves to give us life. He is our greatest connection.


So right now, consider how God might be calling you to draw closer to Him. What steps will you take this week in order to stay connected to Him?




Note after sharing the devotional: John 15:4 “Abide in Me, and I will abide in you.” I’ve seen this passage quite a few times, but this is the first time where this verse - this line - stood out to me. Maybe it’s because, after another wilderness journey over the last several years (after I had thought in 2019/2020 after the previous wilderness that I would never do it again! How wrong I was!) I’m back and this line is hitting me in a way that I never understood before. That’s the beauty of God’s mercy and grace. It’s another opportunity to learn and with God’s help get it right. This requires opening myself up to His transformation because there’s no way I can change under my own power. (This is where the false gospel of self-sufficiency and self-help get it so very wrong; God is God and not us, and even though we are adults and theoretically should be “grown up,” it is not we who do the maturing, it is God if we allow Him to)

Therefore, leaving the discussion of the elementary principles of Christ, let us go on to perfection, not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God, of the doctrine of baptisms, of laying on of hands, of resurrection of the dead, and of eternal judgment. And this we will do if God permits.

(Cliffs Notes of the above: “Let us proceed on to maturity... if God permits.”)

In my previous rants against the “suck it up and grow up, you big baby” sorry excuse of a mentality (let alone culture), deep down my prayer was and has been to find the Biblical alternative (and really, it should not be an “alternative”; this should be the dominant view, especially in a country and culture that has claimed to be Christian). And we have it. Yes, God calls us to grow up and to be able to endure trials. And He will not hold the view that it’s acceptable to not try to grow up. But according to the Bible, He also doesn’t subscribe to bashing a person in their weakness.

Receive one who is weak in the faith, but not to disputes over doubtful things. For one believes he may eat all things, but he who is weak eats only vegetables. Let not him who eats despise him who does not eat, and let not him who does not eat judge him who eats; for God has received him. Who are you to judge another’s servant? To his own master he stands or falls. Indeed, he will be made to stand, for God is able to make him stand. Romans 14:1-4, NKJV

The section above is titled: the Law of Liberty. I also find the closing statement to be of value:

For it is written:
“As I live, says the Lord,
Every knee shall bow to Me,
And every tongue shall confess to God.”
So then each of us shall give account of himself to God. Therefore let us not judge one another anymore, but rather resolve this, not to put a stumbling block or a cause to fall in our brother’s way.

I have noticed that people who have issues with judging properly (a separate group from those who claim to have issues with judging, period), often tend to ignore Jesus’s words as recorded in the Gospels, in favor of Paul’s words. As such, to answer these things, I am choosing to provide what Jesus told Paul to write. I have found this next section from Galatians to be a perfect “Paul” confirmation of when Jesus talks about not judging on His Sermon on the Mount (particularly Matthew 7:1):

Brethren, if a man is overtaken in any trespass, you who are spiritual restore such a one in a spirit of gentleness, considering yourself lest you also be tempted. Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. For if anyone thinks himself to be something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself. But let each one examine his own work, and then he will have rejoicing in himself alone, and not in another. For each one shall bear his own load. Galatians 6:1-5, NKJV

Additionally, Biblical “growing up” tends to focus more on personal growth (especially in terms of spiritual maturity) rather than material success. There are plenty of emotionally and spiritually immature people who are millionaires (and even billionaires) who own mansions, fancy cars, and sports teams! After all, Jesus stated that it is “easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.” (Matthew 19:24) But the Bible also talks about leaning on God and supporting one another through trials.

And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us. Romans 5:3-5, NKJV

My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. James 1:2-4, NKJV

God uses trials (as much as I hate them!) to sharpen us. But the devil uses temptation to try to weaken us. But nonetheless, God still uses the latter to help us grow, to realize our dependence on Him and His promise that He will make the way for escape, and that He will reward us.

Therefore let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall. No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to bear it. 1 Corinthians 10:12-13, NKJV

The section below is titled: Loving God Under Trials.

Blessed is the man who endures temptation; for when he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him. James 1:12, NKJV

My former church, the Evanston Vineyard, recently celebrated its 50th anniversary. I kind of knew about it for awhile, as one of my best friends with whom I call regularly still attends the church and works there part-time. But I figured it would be an event that would pass without my inclusion and without incident. That was until I had received an email forward of a formal invitation to an alumni gathering to take place after both services. That excited me, and it stirred me to quickly respond to that 2nd friend that I was going to try to go. (Due to my commitment at Good News, there was no way I would be able to make either of the services at the Vineyard. But the alumni gathering after the 2nd service was still very much in play.)

I then began sinning in my mind, particularly by transgressing against God’s commandment to me to “not long for the former years.” It led to some other dark and tempting thoughts, including going down a path of imagining running into a whole bunch of people in which the interactions would be less than pleasant. God bailed me out. My wife began working a 2nd job in the last week, and it was expected that she would need to work both Saturday and Sunday (she has a 9-to-5 during the week). As it turned out, they didn’t need her for Sunday. So my plan was set: go to Good News (with my wife) and then go home and spend the day with her. No Vineyard, period. And that’s what I ended up doing.

(I did end up watching both Vineyard services on YouTube on Monday and Tuesday, and I enjoyed it very much.)

I do suspect that my exile from people from my past won’t necessarily be forever. Only until I am mature enough and finally capable to be around people without being emotionally triggered let alone stirred to sin. I say that because we aren’t called to live life alone, but we are also called to be on our guard (specifically, to guard our hearts):

Keep your heart with all diligence,
For out of it spring the issues of life.

Once I’m able to do that, I suspect that I will be able to do more for the kingdom. But even if not, then I know that as long as I abide in Christ every day, my life here on earth will not be wasted, and my eternity will be spent with Him.


PrayerJesus, I want to be in Your presence at all times. Thank You for promising to remain in me as I remain in You. I want to be as close to You as possible -- to hear how Your heart beats for those who love You. As I stay connected to You, please use me for Your purposes -- to serve and love those around me each day. Amen.



Wednesday, January 14, 2026

Devotionals from my Bible app: A Sacrifice of Praise (Hebrews 13:16)

But do not forget to do good and to share, for with such sacrifices God is well pleased.
Hebrews 13:16, NKJV




A Sacrifice of Praise


Have you ever thought about how your life brings pleasure to God? All throughout Scripture, we learn about how we can use our lives to please God. In fact, we were created for God’s pleasure.


Since we have been given new life in Christ, and we’ve experienced God’s grace, we should desire to please God. Since He has given us everything in life, we ought to give Him everything we are.


The writer of Hebrews tells us two distinct ways we can please God. The first is in Hebrews 13:15. The writer says that our first sacrifice to God is praising Him. This is what the Bible calls “worship.”


Worship is the orientation of our entire life to live in awe of who God is and what He has done for us. We can worship God not only by the songs we sing, but also the way we live our lives.


Hebrews 13:16 tells us another way that we can please God: by loving others. When we love others, we are reflecting the love that God has for them. That is why it matters how we treat people.


Our actions are a reflection of how God has loved us. And since we’ve been loved by God, we ought to do good to those around us.


These are two ways that we can bring pleasure to God—by worshiping Him and loving others. This is similar to what Jesus says the greatest commandment is in Matthew 22:36-40. He sums it up by telling us to love God and love others. We love God by worshiping Him and praising Him. We love others by doing good to them and sharing with them.


How are you doing at loving God and loving others? Do you spend time each day in Scripture and prayer, praising God for who He is? If we don’t love God first and foremost, we won’t be able to truly love other people in our lives.



Note after sharing the devotional: a few other Scriptures came to mind as I was reading through this one:

O God, You are my God;
Early will I seek You;
My soul thirsts for You;
My flesh longs for You
In a dry and thirsty land
Where there is no water.
So I have looked for You in the sanctuary,
To see Your power and Your glory.
Because Your lovingkindness is better than life,
My lips shall praise You.
Thus I will bless You while I live;
I will lift up my hands in Your name.
My soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness,
And my mouth shall praise You with joyful lips.

In the very early days of the church, in the book of Acts, believers sacrificed and shared everything with one another: 

Now all who believed were together, and had all things in common, and sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need. Acts 2:44-45, NKJV

However, in the USA and western society, we are most definitely not like that. In fact, we are the opposite: independent, self-sufficient, etc. But, one example from our contemporary lives that does seem to fit this is marriage. Husbands and wives, biblically speaking, are commanded to share everything with each other. Marriage is a sacrifice of praise.

Similarly, many of the same people in western society that are of the mindset I described above, also have tended to apply (somewhat) the same principle among family. (I say to a point, because once the kids are adult age, then it stops for some reason. On the contrary, families in the Middle East, eastern Asia, and eastern Europe (and I believe Africa too) are not like this! In those places, families are multigenerational by nature, and this sharing extends as such in these cultures.)

Then there’s me. Through the school of hard knocks I learned that “water is thicker than blood” because it was out of necessity. I was blessed and privileged to form close relationships with friends who were technically “not family,” but they still helped in my life in various different ways. This example is where, in a sense, early Acts living seems to have taken place. These early-church people are not married to one another, and they’re most likely not blood-family (like brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, cousins, etc). But they’re applying the sharing and sacrifice of praise mentality.

I do believe it is generally a good thing. Recently the Evanston Vineyard celebrated its 50th anniversary, and one of the many things that jumped out from the different messages preached, especially as they were sharing about the early days of this church, was how the team, and perhaps the church body on the whole, did life together. One of the speakers even said that two of their core missions from the get-go included doing life in community, and living in authenticity. I do not know if they went all the way like the early church as stated in the above passage from Acts 2, in which they pooled all their money and possession together (I kind of doubt it), but in terms of supporting one another through times of challenge and of heartbreak, they were like family.

Of course, with every form of living there will always be caveats (aside from unbiblical living, which is nothing but caveats!): in those same early days, the body of Christ had to deal with a lying husband and wife who claimed to have given all their money and possessions but didn’t. 

1 But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife, sold a possession. 2 And he kept back part of the proceeds, his wife also being aware of it, and brought a certain part and laid it at the apostles’ feet. 3 But Peter said, “Ananias, why has Satan filled your heart to lie to the Holy Spirit and keep back part of the price of the land for yourself? 4 While it remained, was it not your own? And after it was sold, was it not in your own control? Why have you conceived this thing in your heart? You have not lied to men but to God.”

5 Then Ananias, hearing these words, fell down and breathed his last. So great fear came upon all those who heard these things. 6 And the young men arose and wrapped him up, carried him out, and buried him.

7 Now it was about three hours later when his wife came in, not knowing what had happened. 8 And Peter answered her, “Tell me whether you sold the land for so much?”

She said, “Yes, for so much.”

9 Then Peter said to her, “How is it that you have agreed together to test the Spirit of the Lord? Look, the feet of those who have buried your husband are at the door, and they will carry you out.” 10 Then immediately she fell down at his feet and breathed her last. And the young men came in and found her dead, and carrying her out, buried her by her husband. 11 So great fear came upon all the church and upon all who heard these things.


God killed Ananias and Sapphira on the spot for their disobedience and lying to try to cover it up. I unfortunately believe that they are both in hell, because, as the Bible records above, they died in their sins.

The point of mentioning the above is that God will (and does) address people who try to lie, cheat, and steal, especially among such a community who has not only agreed to live sacrificially but vulnerably. It takes great faith and great risk to live communally like that, and these might be major reasons why most of human history, before or since this time, doesn't record communities living in such an arrangement.

But regardless of whether you live among others like the early church did as written in Acts 2 or not, there is something to living as a sacrifice of praise. Trusting God over our self-reliance, and trusting Him over things like money and other earthly comforts, I’m understanding more and more that that is a key part of the Christian life.


Prayer: God, thank You for caring for the needs of Your people. You give me everything I need -- everything I have is Yours. So please use me and what I have to fulfill the needs of others. Even when it feels hard to be generous, please help me to be willing to give everything You've given me for the good of others. In Jesus's name, Amen.