I shall not die, but live; and declare the works of the Lord. Psalm 118:17
Monday, May 30, 2022
Sermons from Good News: Remember
Sunday, May 29, 2022
Responding in faith and not fear after yet another shooting
Recently, yet another horrible mass shooting incident took place at a school, this time in Uvalde, Texas. Last I heard, 21 people are dead, including the shooter himself. Not long before, another similar incident occurred, this time at a shopping mall in Buffalo, New York. Prior to 1999, these sorts of events were rare. Recently at my church, our pastor led us in a mass congregational prayer, praying for all of the victims families and community shaken by this event.
However, what got my attention was Golden State Warriors head coach Steve Kerr — also a former number of the 90s Chicago Bulls in their championship era — emphatically decrying the event as an urgent need for immediate gun control. Because, in his argument, severe gun control is what it must take to stop these events, and that the federal government should immediately enact sweeping changes to all laws related to gun use, and that we all had better get on board with the idea.
I disagree.
Not to tangent off to a completely different issue altogether, someone I know recently remarked — and rather astutely, at that — that the only reason why Americans haven’t been completely bullied into submission regarding masks, lockdowns, and especially the vaccines, is “because of those darn guns.” That’s right, unlike other countries such as Australia, Canada, and the United Kingdom, among so many others, our respective layers of government, along with other “authoritative bodies”, were not able to force people into fear and submission regarding masking, quarantining, and receiving not only the vaccinations but also the boosters, all in the name of “eradicating COVID-19.”
So all they can do is resort to blaming us, because some of us own guns.
Prior to getting saved, and especially prior to my philosophical/political shift two years ago, I myself didn’t quite understand the correlation between the Second Amendment and the Bible being the inerrant Word of God. The reason why that thought process even came up in the first place, was that, when I was in college I met for the first time people that held both things to be true. Not only so, but that such persons held both things to be vitally true.
The truth is that there is no such correlation. When the Bible was written, guns hadn’t been invented yet. The primary weaponry mentioned was the sword. Even the apostle Paul, when he wrote about putting on the full armor of God, talked about the sword of the Spirit (Ephesians 6:17), and not the revolver of the Spirit or the rifle of the Spirit.
However, the Bible mentions various times in the Israelites’ history, where having a sword on one’s person was necessary. One such example came while Nehemiah was leading the massive project of rebuilding the temple in Jerusalem post-exile. Because of numerous individuals who sought to harm the Israelites so as to stop the rebuilding project, he had instructed his builders to have a sword with them even as they were building. (Nehemiah 4:13-17)
Similarly, the citizens’ right to bear arms may not have appeared to make sense to a lot of people for a long time. But in this era, more and more nations are working together to force the populace into fear, with the goal of complete submission and trust that whatever they say is “the right thing“ and “in our best interests“. And now, in our own country, it is becoming more and more unpopular for any person to have the freedom to think for themselves — let alone speak their mind freely — especially if it goes against a certain agenda.
A third tangent, off the point I just made: I have an acquaintance who recently got fired from his job at a restaurant in Chicago for saying to a customer: “Jesus is my moral compass.“ The customer complained to the management, and the management subsequently fired my acquaintance on the spot. And my acquaintance is getting counsel from a few mutual friends not to sue. Personally, I am conflicted on it. First, I know it is not my decision, and I am believing and praying that my acquaintance will come to the decision that God leads him to make, regarding whether or not to sue his employer for wrongful firing based on religious discrimination. But something is not right in my spirit with the mutual friends not just unanimously but also emphatically advising him not to sue. I do understand that Jesus Himself instructs us to “turn the other cheek” and to give a robber the “shirt off our back if they steal our coat.” However, at the same time, the apostle Paul used his rights as a Roman citizen to stand up to various authorities that were persecuting him for his faith. (See Acts 25:7-11) We are, after all, called to stand up for our faith, not to roll over. And this particular acquaintance is still, from what I can tell, a baby Christian, in that he has received Jesus’s free gift of salvation but has not matured very far in his faith yet. So he is particularly susceptible to being swayed by those advising him.
As such, I am personally tending to favor more the latter option, considering how Christianity is coming under outright attack in our country. If I get a chance to speak to him, I wouldn’t outright advise him that it is necessarily right to sue, but rather that it is not automatically morally wrong to do so, and for him to know that, between him and God, he can come to his own conclusion regarding what to do. And, if he were to somehow make the wrong decision, that God would indeed be his guardrail.
That said, my weapon of choice has been prayer. In January, when the vaccine mandate was about to go into effect locally, I felt God put a strong impression on my heart to fight this battle spiritually by gathering a few folks together to study his word, to pray, and to encourage one another. And that is what I’ve been doing since. As for head coach Steve Kerr and the rest of the Golden State Warriors, I have been praying for all of them to get saved, and for those who currently profess to be Christians, specifically Steph Curry and Andrew Wiggins, to wake up, and for them to wake up the rest of the organization. I’m praying that they will be not Warriors in name only, but Warriors for the kingdom of God as well. Especially considering that they are the home basketball team for such a spiritually oppressive metropolitan area.
I’ve also been praying specifically for Kerr, for two reasons: 1. due to his public position and stature, he naturally has a megaphone and as such has been using his voice effectively to get out whatever messages he believes, but also 2. it is clear that, due to his father‘s untimely murder decades ago, due to none other than — you guessed it — gun violence, he still harbors a hard heart. Yes, I agree that it was terrible that his dad died, and I cannot imagine the depth of the pain and grief that a loved one suffers when one is murdered. Given that I have loved ones myself, I hope and pray that I never have to go through grief like that. However, it was a terrorist that killed his father, and not the weapon of choice that did the deed. The gun was never the real problem; that same terrorist could’ve chosen to kill his father with a sword, or by poisoning his food. It still would’ve been murder either way. As Christians, we know that a hardened heart keeps a person out of heaven once they die. Psalm 95:7-11 and Hebrews 3:12-19 talk about this in greater details. For Kerr, the only answer is Jesus. He needs to believe also that only Jesus can heal his heart, and only Jesus can help truly forgive the terrorist and grieve this old loss properly. And, by truly turning over this pain to Jesus, even Kerr can understand the necessity for citizens to have proper means for standing up to the government, should it ever become so corrupt that it not only disrupts people’s livelihoods but also their ability to have free will.
Yes, it is still horrible what happened in Texas and Buffalo. Yes, we should not get numb to these things. However, when we harden our hearts and trust in our own solutions rather than responding in God’s love, we create more problems.
As for the real problem, what actually led this young man to shoot up a school, starts and ends with his family of origin. Perhaps they should not have let him get exposed to the guns. Perhaps. Perhaps, though, they should’ve parented him better, giving him the love and support that he needed, but also raising him in the ways of the Lord, or at least in such a way that he would learn that he had the responsibility to grow up and behave in a mature manner. Without having done research on this guy’s background, I am yet still willing to go on record stating that the conclusion I just made is at minimum largely the correct one.
Saturday, May 28, 2022
Sermons from Good News: Jesus Savior and Jesus Lord
Church 5/25/2022
Friday, May 27, 2022
Five-month Bible-reading check-in
Five months in to my Bible reading program, I’ve been back to reading the Bible most days if not every day, but largely also back to reading in a patchwork fashion, like I’d gotten accustomed to doing in recent previous years. In the last week, a friend of mine also texted me about another Bible reading app, which I’ve since downloaded and used probably on average every other day. Plus I have my Biblegateway.com app, both from which I use my reading program as well as to see what the verse of the day is.
In my virtual Bible study, we focused on a passage from
which King David transitions the responsibility of building the temple to his
son Solomon, which is a really cool passing-of-the-torch moment that we don’t
often get to see, especially from father to son. In my in-person Bible study,
thanks to a church service from a couple weeks prior, I was inspired to focus
on four Psalms that focus on praising God, but in different ways. For
reference, they are: Psalm 47, Psalm 147, Psalm 148, and Psalm 150.
What happened at church a couple weeks ago was that, 10 minutes
into his sermon, our pastor felt God telling him we needed to stop everything
and praise and worship Him. So our pastor called the band back up, and had each
band member demonstrate praising God on their instruments. I wasn’t in the
band, but it was really cool to witness and experience from the congregation.
Psalm 150 immediately came to mind, even though it wasn’t part of the (albeit
brief) sermon message.
Next month will be interesting. I’m taking a class for the
first time in almost a year, and combined with what I expect to be a continuation
of work being as busy as it has been, I’m not exactly sure how I’ll be able to
juggle everything. I’m still intending to host the two Bible studies. Beyond
that, we will see.
Thursday, May 26, 2022
Sermons from Good News: humility has power
Church 5/21/2022
Wednesday, May 25, 2022
Sermons from Good News: The nature of God
Church 5/18/2022
Wednesday, May 18, 2022
(Former) blogging heroes
Work has been crazy lately, to the point that I’ve had to let it bleed regularly into my life, at least in terms of committing extra time to it. As such, I haven’t had time to blog. But the other day, I had an intriguing topic come to mind that I thought bore some exploring: my blogging heroes. Or more accurately, my former blogging heroes. And by “heroes” I mean people that either inspired me to first blog, or others that blogged (or have blogged) and I’ve added them to my reading list. Even if it means a year has passed since their last post. Whatever. I don’t actually read their stuff much, so I don’t often find myself checking out their pages and wondering: “when are they going to post next?”
I had two actual blogging heroes that unwittingly to them inspired
me to start writing online for free, all on a whim. They both had already been
blogging for a few years, and I had been following for some time as well, and I
remember being captivated by their topics, their insights, and moreso what they
chose to write and opine about. One posted about a decently wide range of
topics, from music to spirituality to everyday observations, to, yes, personal
life stuff. The other did as well, although not quite as broadly, sticking to everyday
observations and stories from their own life, but presented it in a much more
serious manner. One was a teen-turning-into-a-young-adult, and the other was
considerably older. One was a guy I knew from my high school youth group at church,
and the other, well, was my mom.
Neither of them blogs anymore and haven’t for a very long
time. I think the last time either one of them posted was in 2010. I think it’s
just as well. In my experience, I have found that an inverse relationship often
exists between the frequency and quality of one’s posts. Unless I’m posting my
pastor’s sermons at church. Then the quality is at least consistent.
In more recent years I have chosen to follow four
individuals on my reading list, one of whom removed their blog and I can no
longer access it. That person was a Christian who was also passionate about the
theatre, particularly musical theatre. I even worked as a rehearsal accompanist
for one of his productions, which was a lot of fun. I lost touch with him years
ago, but I’ve heard through mutual friends that he is doing well.
Another individual was/is a missionary who used to go to my (former)
church who now lives in another part of the country. He led the very first men’s
bible study group I ever was a part of, which is how I knew him. But he also
wrote music, and he also blogged. Most of the topics he posted about fascinated
me, a blend of occasional personal life stuff (mostly to do with the family he
was raising), with a plethora of faith topics and reflections on his
relationship with Jesus. I generally enjoyed the topics he posted, as it often
was an opportunity to challenge and encourage my faith as well. We largely
dropped out of touch when he and his family moved, although we’ve briefly
interfaced on the super-rare occasions when he was in town.
Another person I know through a different aspect of my life,
a (young) grandmotherly figure of sorts. In real life we’ve encouraged each
other in our respective healing journeys, and she continues to maintain a
regular blog with deep insights and interesting memory trinkets. Her focus is
solely on how God interacts in her life through the different aspects of the
journey she walks. I find it fascinating how, because of how well I got to know
her personal life story, her blog will touch on certain moments and often go in
a different direction from what I already knew. It’s cool to see how she
experiences Jesus in her life as well.
Finally, and I’m not sure why I put this person last, except
that he came to mind last as I was writing this. (He was certainly not last
when I was thinking about this earlier!) This was a guy I knew in college who,
for a short while when I was a young adult, I identified and agreed with on a
lot of things (based on what he wrote about). As such, his blogs were a
fascinating read as well. Now, not so much, since I got saved and started believing
and understanding more about Biblical truths. Of the blogs I currently have the
option to peruse, his is the least likely that I would be interested in reading
about. But there was a period of a few years where I was fascinated enough with
what he wrote about that I read his as religiously as I had the others.
I often find myself curious about how I ended up meeting and
knowing certain people in my life. About 15 years ago, I wrote a couple series
of these types of stories, where I would name a friend, and then write about
him (or her), how we met, how we became friends, and if there was a point where
we fell out of touch, what happened and why.
For the first time since… well… I can’t really remember now…
probably about ten years ago, I’m making new friends and developing new
community.
(I’m being facetious when I say I don’t remember. The truth
is, for many years, the answer was: “in therapy,” which is kinda hard to write
about given that the nature of these relationships are confidential,
except perhaps in cases where certain friendships grew outside the confines of the
therapy experience. I made a lot of friends while in therapy. And then said
goodbye to a lot of friends when I graduated. So, yeah.)
So, excepting therapy, it’s been a long time. I enjoy
bringing people together, people that might not otherwise know each other. I
introduced the two friends from college I still keep in touch with the most. I
don’t say this to blast my own trumpet, but rather to share that, while I
consider myself more of an introvert than an extrovert, I do enjoy bringing
people together. Both Bible studies I’m leading are examples of this. I’m fascinated
with one-on-one friendships and small groups, and just how people know each
other, and the stories that go with it, not just with my own friendships but
also with those of others.
Tuesday, May 17, 2022
Sermons from Good News: Faith is needed
Church 5/14/2022
Friday, May 13, 2022
Church at Good News: Praising God
Church 5/11/2022
Sunday, May 8, 2022
Sermons from Good News: learning from mothers (Happy Mother's Day)
Church 5/7/2022
Sunday, May 1, 2022
Sermons from Good News: Godly prosperity